discomfort
by ax6
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i'm deeply sorry that my ''[[post]]''i'm deeply sorry that my ''[[image]]''i'm deeply sorry that my ''[[existence]]''i'm deeply sorry that _i_ made you _so_ uncomfortable.
it seems to happen a lot more than i'd like it to.
it's really not intentional, i promise, i just do this. it's what i have to.
keeping you afraid of me gives me control, makes me feel like i'm doing my part.
if you liked me you could hurt me. if you liked me you could get me to be vulnerable.
if you like me you _will_ hurt me. this way i get to hurt "[[you.]]"YOU.
_You_ talk so much about kink acceptance.
_You_ talk so much about being understanding of people with trauma.
_You_ get _disgusted_ when you see people who are traumatized, though, like for real.
because why wouldn't you[[?]]i mean you didn't grow up in the wrong body. you weren't
[[raped]]
i mean you didn't grow up in the wrong body. you weren't
[[groomed]]
i mean you didn't grow up in the wrong body. you weren't
[[gaslit]]
i mean you didn't grow up in the wrong body. you weren't stripped of every bit of "humanity" you had left.
you weren't spread around on apps like a commodity, your body wasn't sold without your knowledge, you never felt the fucking desperation waiting for a grown man to send you a picture of his [[cock]] hoping that if you were just a little more vulnerable with him he'd say that he was proud of [[you->you.]].i don't know how many people have seen my body.
i don't know how many people have thought of horrific things to do to me, things i'd let them do if it meant they loved me.
you're all for kink and trauma awareness up until it's
* in your face
* handled healthily through sexuality
* unignorable
* can't be solved by wearing a t-shirt or a ribbon
you're all for kink and trauma awareness until i [[stand up]] for myself.
did you know that people HATE IT when women defend themselves??
did you know that people get VIOLENT when a [[tranny]] defends itself?did you know that people HATE IT when women defend themselves??
did you know that people get VIOLENT when a [[trap]] defends itself?did you know that people HATE IT when women defend themselves??
did you know that people get VIOLENT when a [[shemale]] defends itself?did you know that people HATE IT when women defend themselves??
did you know that people get VIOLENT when a [[faggot]] defends itself?did you know that people HATE IT when women defend themselves??
did you know that people get VIOLENT when a [[sissy]] defends itself?did you know that people HATE IT when women defend themselves??
did you know that people get VIOLENT when a [[sissy->stand up]] defends [[itself]]?ohhhh wow look at you, isn't that what you were complaining about earlier? god forbid i like using guns and knives during sex but the moment _i_ make _you_ uncomfortable you get to pick one up instantly?
[[(kill it)]]i mean, c'mon buddy, why? i'm just telling you that you're a bit of a dickhead! i'm telling you that you're being rude to me! you'd let anyone else tell you that but i'm _different_ aren't i?
[[(get a gun)]]
BANG
BANG
BANG
BANG
BANG
BANG
[after 10s]
[[...]]
[after 5s]
of course you fucking don't.
cause you're still alive after grinding your heel into me, making sure i go back into the dirt where you think i belong.
sorry for making you so uncomfortable.
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It's dead, and you don't feel better.
you feel kinda gross, actually.
but that's clearly _it's_ fault, right?
does its brain leaking hurt you?
do the chunks of flesh on the walls and floor make you a little sick?
[after 5s]
have you finally been traumatized?
do you [[get it]] now?